Happy 8th month!! Fatty pig!! dont anyhow think le k?? So what if i slim down my chubby cheek so what if im able to cure it.. im still me... love ya!!

Nervous nervous nervous!! Final presentation for international marketing in around 2 hours time.. And here i am reading the scripts to myself at work place.. People tot im siao okay.. lols!!Wish me good luck!! praying to god for help... sianz...

Haha! strange heading? lols.. Those that watch hot shot should know what that means.. Nice show but one week only come out one ep.. sianz.. hate to wait.. but its a nice show so still worth it lahz...

Submitted my group IM report draft copy.. Mr dino said that we are on the right track... Phew~ So relieved to hear him say that.. at least our effort of overnite at mac pays off.. Did our individual report on tut qns after the break.. Haha.. i was hoping for the 4th qns to come out but 2nd came out instead.. Din prepare for it so i just wrote what he teaches during lesson time.. He din say anything after reading my report.. so think its still okay... No work on fri, sat and sun.. Going to finish up the powerpoint and get ready for the presentation on tues... presentation presentation... nervous ah!! Dad's birthday today... having pizza for dinner... Some pig is drooling liaoz.. Sure very early reach my home today...wahaha.. Happy birthday papa!!!! Cheers!!

Finally some of my brother's wedding pictures..

Damm sleepy.. Eyes damm pain.. Didnt slp well last nite.. something happen.. not going to tok about it anymore.. If not i will die of heart attack.. Its 1am and im still sitting in in front of my lappy.. Doing my assignment and research.. CA assignment tmr must hand in liaoz.. Fri got International marketing report to write during lesson time.. Monday got final presentation and must wear tie to present hor.. boliaoz... hate assignment.. hate presentation.. but cant do anything thou.. i chose this path i have to continue it.. Even to crawl thru it.. i have to be strong.. Thats life.. and i can only blame myself..... Emo.. bad mood.. eyes pain, nose dry, lips cracking .. What is happening to me?? Dearest god, just take me away from this world.. Somewhere far where everything is perfect for me.. i nid to find the perfect me.. please grant me this wish... i will be grateful to you...

I hate sunday!!! arhz... What a sunday.. Waste time Waste energy...shit! fcuk!(is that what ppl mean by curse and swear..??) lols

Woke up 8 am early in the morning for my soccer session.. no match fitness.. sucks lah.. cannot pass properly cannot shoot properly cannot head properly... sianz.. and to make thing worse, the session end in heavy rain pour.. lalala.. there goes my long waited soccer session without scoring any goal..

Singapore table tennis finally lost after puting a great fight in the final.. Althou i knew that they had tried their best.. Somehow i felt abit disappointed.. Dont know.. Before the match i really thot that they could push china all the way for the gold medal match.. but china is far too strong..

Went home after work to have my dinner and prepare my stuff for my assignment discussion at 1am.. so late?? haha! becos got manu match lah.. Went cousin's house to watch the 1st match of the new season.. Manu starting lineup- Van Der Sar, Wes brown, Vidic, Ferdinand, Evra, FLETCHER, Carrick, Scholes, Giggs, Campbell, Rooney..(noting that the player that i highlite is the "strongest" player in the team.. Waahha!!) the attacking flow of manu was still there.. but where was the finishing?? In the end manu could only draw with "OLD castle" ... dotz.. Hope they will sign a new striker before next week match bah.. buaibuai.. Ending off my "bad day" post..

Yeah!! hooo ray!~ Singapore table tennis team were thru to the finals! which means singapore get its long waited olympic medal... be it gold or silver!! haha.. Ya.. i know i dont play table tennis but i love watching the match.. thou i need to work today and cant really watch the match live... but im constantly update of the score by baby and friends.. lols.. sorrie b i know you r resting but i just very "gan jiong".. lala.. The final is on sunday 7 plus ba... hope they will get the gold medal althou i know its abit difficult!~ busy busy sunday... Soccer session in the morning, table tennis match in the evening and manchester united new season match begins at 11pm~!! wahahaha... i love sunday..

Was browsing thru the newspaper yesterday when i came across an article. Yet another person die suddenly without any reason... It had been so many times that i came across a news saying a healthy person without any sickness or wadever.. My mind flash back to one afternoon during my secondary 3 lesson.. I was studying halfway when there is a sudden irregular beat of my heart... After that my heart just keep pumping faster and faster.. The feeling sux okay.. i felt out of breath and its like any time there will be sudden blackout and i will just leave the world leaving my family and friends behind.. Since then the irregular heartbeat occur as and when it like.. haa~ During my makan time... During my slping time... But it strike me the most times when i was either playing basketball or soccer.. There was times when i insist of continuing my training or match.. ya.. i know im stubborn.. i did went for all types of treatments and all the different types of checkup at national heart centre..but the doctor cant tell me what exactly is the problem.. put aside the heart problem.. basically im a dammm healthy person... to be frank, i wasn't down with fever for the past 10 or even 15 years.. During army times, i tried all sorts of ways to get myself sick but i cant.. thats what im afraid of the most.. my health is too good to believe.. lalala.. Thats the reason why everytime i read any article about someone dying so sudden.. i will think about myself.. i somehow got a strong feeling something wasnt right... or i may be the next one to appear on newspaper.. Who knows? No one can predict what will happen tmr rite? So for the past few years, there is only one phrase that i will always use to make sure that im living life to the fullest and making sure that i will cherish the love one beside me..

--Live as if there's no tml--

ps: I'm always glad to be able to wake up in the morning... to give my baby a kiss on her forehead..

Happy Birthday to Singapore!! ya.. im working as usual.. sian.. I want see fireworks! i want watch ndp on tv! Working on public holiday and no double pay sux ok?!Bobian.. Colleague went to JB.. LLL!! (Lan Lan loh).. One thing to cheer for thou.. Dad going to da bao my fav KFC home!! yummy!! Counting down to 9pm.. still got 3 hours more.. Arhz... most of the shop at the shopping mall closing early to celebrate NDP except mine.. Everyone is saying "byebye" to me...=( Meeting classmates to do my IM report on monday.. maybe going national library ba.. Sian... Its raining outside and the mall is so quiet.. Bored ah!! Term ending.. SAA here i come~ ........... Boliao..

New term started.. Cost accounting and International marketing.. Cant really get myself to focus this term. Maybe this is my last term.. Maybe my mind had already wander off to what i should do next.. Continuing in mdis or switch to SAA for my CAT, ACCA, Degree?? ARhzzz.. Super fan ah~! And starting from this week the Mr Dinosaur want us to presentation every week!! (For your info, he is my IM lecturer..HAHA~) I damm fucking hate presentation lah! So today after the presentation, my "kakis" and i tried all sort of ways to make him change his mind of having presentation every week.. Guess what? Mr Dinosaur also tried all sort of ways to "shoot" us back.. WTH! Since the beginning of the term, his arrow had been aiming at us till now.. It seems like our face got the target bulleye for him to shoot lor.. Pissed off~ Think im gonna report him to SPCA and be hopeful that someone adopt this abandon animal.. ya.. i know its not funny~ wadever.... He's from a local poly which lesson was on research based assignment.. but hope that he bear in mind that he is at mdis now not **..

Business aint so good at workplace recently.. Maybe i need to change job after this.. Mr and Mrs boss kept stressing us to push the sales to 1k per day which is quite impossible unless i employ some hunks to do strip dancing just outside my shop to attract all the "tai tai" in.. Today is 5th of august and i haven't receive my salary.. Hate it.. Hate it when i owe ppl "ren qing"

No time to do project, no time to accompany my family and gf, no time to play my fav sports, no time to earn more money and no time to slp!! Im growing older and older.. how?? how can i prevent my birthday from coming YET again... When im young i love looking forward to my birthday but now.. i simply hate it.. dotz.. YA.. you r right.. i can't do anything... There's nothing i can do except moving on... okay.. enuff of "emo-ing".. SEE! i don't even got the time to post my brother's wedding photos.. haix~ til then take care ba...